Second try: the website ate my first one. Which pisses me off, let me tell you.
Anyway. When I have things cluttering up my head — complex issues I need to think about, emotions I haven’t fully sorted out — I tend to process them by writing about them. The trouble is that it can take me a while to do so. Longer than I generally give myself for writing a blog post.
I want this blog to have some weight to it. It’s supposed to be a combination of personal journal and conversation with whoever wants to participate. But I sit here night after night looking at the laptop and trying to figure out what I can say that has weight in a short period of time, and I get stuck.
I feel like I have to figure out a way to give myself back some time in order to figure this stuff out. Ironically, I can’t figure out how to give back the time — and the best way for me to do that would probably be to write all about it.
If I used hashtags in this blog, this one would probably be #confused