I almost called today a draw, because I managed to get a lot done.
But I didn’t get enough done. And the emotions of it are starting to get to me. I’m hurting my family by being here, but I would hurt them by not being here. It’s a lose-lose situation.
Right now, everything feels like a lose-lose situation. I know some of this is Seasonal Affective Disorder. But right now, I can’t help but feel like I’m failing at everything.